Eldred Watson

Man I love music It has been my true friend and personal savior all my life maybe there's something more to it I know.The vodou religion see's music as a healing device special to the shamans special to healing that it has special powers.I kind of understand how my music has been improved by the area for the plantation owners must have been hated by the slaves and the area the stayed at must have been curse but music was special to them.It makes rational sence that one would make good music there to heal the masses.That what music is the sharing of your rational emotional ability to one person to the next and if ones intentions are good they will make good music.That is why i must find a place where my music must be spread to the masses where my kind are accepted widely and through out,thus logicly i would move to a more populated area where new ideas of sexuality,spirtually,and sillyness im taking a break from it for a few days but ill be up to its madness and magic sooner or later.But oh music really is part of all spirtual process through out all cultures and traditions.yes it has guided me truelly to be who i am be that man woman or anything in between I care not so because it is the one true spirit i have but is there more to it hmmmmm.......could be but the most important attitude to have towards music and life is to be acceptive to all types be it rock,rap or techno, I've always figured the best is a mixture of all types like a rainbow,or more like a tie dyde pattern ive always perferd rock n roll it gave me the fuck you ill do what i want fealing that everyone needs so if any of you dawgs got a problem with us musical cats
then why dont you pop in that copie of ziggy stardust and eat some acid buddie.cause i think you need a bit more coler in your life i mean do you want to be all gothic and gloomey no you want to be bright and cheerfull and self realised so follow me and mix your people and music and you will find the most buetifal arangment ever like a bursting nebula filled with colers and suprise posibilities.
your rock and roll sophisticated psuedo philosophical transvestite
nunu

I would like to call forth all my friends,lovers,and enemies,to tell them of the freshman release of my new album sunshine.It's a concept album about giving my love to all of you.I know it may seem a bit ambitous to release a thing like that but it's my cry to the world the only hope I have to spread my love to get others to spread there love,but I can promise one thing it will be the greatest work for me once it is completed.Im not pulling out anystops and im devoting all my time to it.This will be a signature jerry watson collection of prime songs i urge you all to join me in the sunshine as it is to everyone enemies include an extension of my love to the world and my faith that the sun will one day shine and grey skys will clear up.So far many song's have been written and many more or on the way i just have to figure out how i want to do them exactly and there on there way to you guys.here's the lyric's for one right here the title is scrabbled to not give away any info about the vast details im putting into the album but when its released you will have the actually title.


free lessong kissins
verse 1
Nothing is working
it's all the same
I need a lover to help take away the pain
nothing sooves
no one grows
nothing moves
nobody knows
I'll shine right through you
what you need is with me
I'll be there forever and thats true
I'll waste all time to make you at ease
I could be your sun to shine away the pain
I could be your night and drive you insane
Id be your parakeet and for you id sing
all i ask is don't leave me broken hearted again

(bridge)
oh oh oh it feals so sad
oh oh oh it's makin me mad
oh oh oh your the best girl i couldve had

(chorus)
maybe your to buetifal for this world to see
hiding like me I was just hoping that special boy
would be me
and are coal hearts would turn into diamonds
it seems so short of time when compared to a love filled eternity
maybe we can discover the wonders of nature
maybe we can find a love so pure

verse 2
you never show your love afraid it might break
but realize were both alone in a world so fake
dont play cat and mouse
dont toy with my love
i want to kiss you but what will happen when push comes to shuv

(bridge 2)
oh oh oh oh ill just sit and wish you werent so mean
oh oh oh oh when i cant get you out of my head
oh oh oh oh i cant lie your the best thing i've ever seen
oh oh oh oh why dont you only be with me
oh oh oh oh why dont you take my hand and run away and be free

verse 3
melt our hearts into a mold of perfection
seal it with a magician's kiss all i need is your interaction
now your face is burning in my mind
i pray to god you wont leave me behind
no oh oh oh!
dont you remember that night
we held each other so tight
and we didnt go to sleep till the sun was shining bright

thats it hope you enjoyed it theres more and better ones on the way i promise i just need some time to thing about all the different premises of the albums to better suit you,me and the world in any way.

well it's job time folks,I am now employed at the atruim hotel bar and grill.Oh,and thats not all i have a snazzy uniform oh yes.whats next for this strapping young lad you ask well maybe a car maybe collage, who knows?maybe even a book or a record or a book slash record oh yeah !! with guest apearences by leonard nimoy and alein jourganson on a cover of daydream believer.My deepest love goes out to all my friends who believe in me thanks guys.man im tired, i've been up since last night alcohol keeps me up for some reason .You know who i miss anselm kyser man what a great guy,truelly honest and smart i think i need to write him an email.did you ever look back at your child hood and have no regrets? has anyone ? I been thinking about becoming a hermit recently.OH Lance sorry i didnt meet up with you im really too tired to jam i feal all woosy uck bult serouisly thursday whenever you want to.till next time keep looking up!!!

I just want to know something real quick okay guys.what does everyone think of billy belesom saying hes better than me,that his life is more worth living.I always thought it was wrong to lower a person dont you?

i seem to remember her eyes
the warmth in her smiles
as angels and devils
that fight
something that could keep me warm on a cold stormy night
shes lost
i would give everything
but there is no cost
live is broke
the blues lingers although many think its a joke
shes somewhere
maybe shell care
cause you dont
i try to reach her
but i know i wont
lost in a sea of daydreams
screaming obscenitys
crying to god to end this misery\
giving up hope for a life of poverty
lost in the street
looking for your eyes and smile to greet

God,this town is killing me!I still have no job ;nobody will help gett to driving.I been thinking of taking it on the streets.not the streets of monroe but the streets of another land.If i do don't think of me as some crazy homeless guy.Ill try my luck in another town somewhere.Ill sell my car and use the money on a down payment on an apt and get a job in another town somehow.I dont mind roughing it if i have to it would be like an adventure not a hassle i want to go somewhere warm like my home state california i do miss it alot.i dont know,i really cant see eye to eye with anyone here except my friends there like a family to me,I love them alot,but i gott go see this world and experiance it for myself find.Im looking for self relization and im not finding it here you know?My friend bonnie and chris said they would take me driving i might stay i dont know.I might stay for a bit then go one things for sure im not leaving till i get my W2 i hope it wasnt sent to my old apartment i still havent filled out a change of adress card.Well if anyone can help me get a job or take me driving or just hang out and get my hopes up call me (318)398-2915 well i dont have time and i must go byebye

Just a note to everybody . Dont worry about me commiting suicide ,Im completely satisfied with live and everyone should be.I went to visit two friends after not seeing
them in days and they both were like dude i thought you commited suicide.Its not a joke
suicide is reall more and more young people die of suicide each year ,and rest assured i will never be one of them ,nope im in love with a world filled with buetifal trees,wonderouse music,diverse animals,and kind and concerned people truely it is my age an age of wonder and stalemate and not despondacy
till next time keep an eye on the sky and keep star gazing
beloved master of chilli dogs,
jerry watson

I have figured out livejournal is inane and makes nosence Im sitting here at cottonport trying to figure out what to do with my day i want to find a newspaper and check out jobs and i want to get high with my friends but i dont think i have any friends to get high with im really bored I gotta do something oh what to do what to do i Wanna go somewhere today somewhere way out there like ruston or baskin but im just dreaming of adventures in far away places like usuall
good bye
people

Well im alive and kicking I have no electricity but im still having as much fun as i usually do.Im sitting here at cottonport coffee downloading stuff but,while im here i want to tell all my friends you have a special place in my heart and thank all those who helped me moved Billy,Lance,2-tall paul,and chuck if chuck wouldntve given me a ride i wouldnt've been able to start packing thanks chuck your kind manor has touched my very soul hope you feel better soon.Lance Maquirk with his car and hard working attitude has helped me tremendously where would i be without my main man my toucan sam lance his overape ways shall conquer the galaxy;and where would i be without the support of my pall and confidont Billy Belsom NOWHERE!! Billy Belsom helped me move physically and emotionally by building up my confidance and will to better my life truelly i am blessed to meet such an excellant person.oh yeah, and two tall thanks dude if you read this.
your pall
Dalek love machine

It’s a rare condition, this day and age,
To read any good news on the newspaper page.
Love and tradition of the grand design,
Some people say it’s even harder to find.
Well then there must be some magic clue
Inside these tearful walls

Cause all I see is a tower of dreams
Real love burstin’ out of every seam.
As days go by, we’re gonna fill our house with happiness.
The moon may cry,
We’re gonna smother the blues with tenderness.

When days go by, there’s room for you, room for me,
For gentle hearts an opportunity.
As days go by,
It’s the bigger love of the family.

well i might move into that old house dont know yet though.Most of the electricity has short circuited and its leaky,its deffintely a fixer uper.Its not that that I mind most it's my aunt and uncle there odd in a bad way a very bad way like as in totall psycho i dont know what to expect of them if the slightest thing goes wrong thell kill me i dont want to make it any worse or better between me and them but i do need a place to stay.They offerd to let me stay with em in arkansas but i really hate it up there,but then again i might hate it anywhere but being inthrawled with them is not excactly my idea of fun id much rather live on the streat.I can not and will not forgive there foolishness the taunting the boasting and the beatings no !!I hate it but billy and lance are all oh lets take it back and make something cool out of it.Oh if it were that simple boys oh i just dont know,by doing this i could be burning a bridge at both ropes having both sides of the family pissed at me my dads and me mums oh god it hurts sometimes but then i realise im happy either way i can live anywhere anytime i think .Today i watched a really bad movie called uptown girl with a horrible song called sheets of egyptian cotton the movie was horrible it went nowhere and had no resolution.Ive seen worse i just can't remember when.talked to Brandon no luck on the search.missed seas of mayo blow me to the path of time traveling beyond a void to reclaim destiny to call you mine.traveling via hypercube to find you.

well it's time for the sandman to collect his due.I spend the whole night packing and sucking down cigarettes and hytop soda,cleaning up and downloading music.NOW,now is the time where i sleep wrong my sleep cycle is fucked up.I wish it wasnt but oh well
Well i packed;I have no earthly idea why besides i put in my notice to move somewhere near the end of november and the lady from the other apartments still hasn't called me back.I also called my aunt for info about back child support and she could stay at my old old home even though it has no electricity or water,but if nothing else i guess i could rough it till things get better.That is if i cant get this apartment,lance said he would take me there today but i cant fall asleep.So i lie here thinking,thinking of her trying to think of her but my brain is fried broken heart broken mind i must exist simultaniously in the fourth dimension out of time!

Dalek. The ultimate BEM or bug eyed monster. It is
your destiny to truddle around endlessly
recurring silver corridors for the rest of
eternity in hope of one day having conquered
all life in the universe. Exterminate!
Exterminate! Exterminate!


Which Doctor Who monster are you?
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WOKE UP WITH A PHONE CALL
"Are you jerry watson?"why yes i am,i replied."did you ever stop and consider mr.watson that if you switch to mci's wireless death well sent you on a paid vacation to the afterlife"said the voice on the other line and i hung up instantly and fell asleep on some moldy najos.

It is now the 30th and i still have no apartment and no job.Ive problie destroyed all my brain cells are just gone crazy.I am worried sick i need a job and i need a new cheaper apartment if any one can help please contact me.Also i still havent takin my drivers test and problie never will.I might not be writing in this old journal anymore i might be homeless its my own fault if i am.I wouldnt mind it but how will i make it through the winter oh bother.If you dont know already ive gone insane and i am on the search of an old high school sweetheart.MY mission to find her will problie fail ;resulting in me being more neurotic.BUT, on the lighter side recorded "ordinary joe" with josh.It was very bad ass josh really can make some good shit in his studio he helped out so much.It was fantastic im going back with lance tommorow to add leads and maybe record something else. I played guitar all day for the most part.My apartment is cold,this pisses me off another reason why i must leave these apartments is the damn air condioning never fucking works.Man im woried aboutliving im sure ill manage but sheesh i want to go to school and leave if not a normal life a suitable life not a freezing rat on the sidewalk or in a car somewhere you wont see.
good bye for now
dalek love machine

greetings I am Eldred Watson or so i think,whell i hate holidays.I hate them it is a plot for consumers to buy useless junk and for us to pridefully shame native american culture yes piss on thanksgiving.well maybe its not so bad,having a feast of turkey ham stuffing yum!but mind you in ancient days feast were comon.So why not do as the romans in these modern times anyone can serouisly have a feast nowa days at any giving time but i mean yea,but it is harvest time and a reason to give thanks so yeah im thankfull of the internet and satan good

Im not realy depressed im a time lord but even time lords have darkend hours but i remember my darkest day i grew up near a hill and on the other side of the hill was and old man,all old and crinkly and on my darkest day i ran down the hill and feel down it and bumped into the old man,and as the i stood there telling this old man my woas he pointed to a daisy.I will never forget it i saw the daisy like never before and the white on the snow was brighter and oh the sunset was buetifal.
Stay Mexican on honica,hoo-has

Why cant I FEAL love or be smart like you?

CARL WINSLOW break dancing on the moon
eating a nitros filled balloon
acting up a bafoon
STAY ARMENIAN POOTS!!!!!!

Tommorow hopefully i shall take the ACT im so pissed I didnt get to study at all its 5:07 so ill problie get like four hours of sleep or less or over sleep.DAMN!im sick of this waking up late dudleys fucked me out of me hours now i work evenings and i dont have to be up till like 4:00 and i got so good about waking up about 8:00 am urrggghhhh this makes me sick I want to be knowledgable so to gane some kind of worth about my life i dont want to be some uneducated doit flipping burgers and pizzas all my life i want to have a purpose I cant rock it or do it I dont know anymore i wasnt rocking today i couldnt get into it anyway i tryed oh well ill get my chops back soon.Another thing that bothers me is my lease is up and i need a new place to stay ill problie find somewhere to lay my head but this ACT thing paw ill have to fill my fasfa out late and not have a chance of getting in untill like next summer.paw i wanted to get in the winter quarter oh well.My manager wants to talk with me it doesnt sound good at all says my friend brett who works with me im sure its problie something like them telling me to cut my hair or something like that take a bath watson.My co-workers have told me stories of my bosses wife taking over and how she would try to get people fired and be a biabia and she started working there again sooo. I need to get another job working 20 hours a week is bullshit i cant pay any bills with my job anymore i think ill try johnny's.I bought coles Xbox today with 5 games i need to get halo and kung fu my nes catridge came in I feel good about that.man i started out writing woried but now i dont feel so bad im not getting as depressed as i used to yippie !!!